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todays journal entry 11/8/08

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 8, 2008, 7:03 PM
I thought today that everything would be ok. That i wouldnt cry.




We were on our way to our band competition in Allentown when our buses got stopped by road cops. Apparently there was a really bad accident up ahead. I could feel the emotions starting up...


After what seemed like forever they allowed us to use the road. I figured that everything was cleared up and that the accident was only minor.


As we neared the scene I could tell it was the total opposite.... I saw the convertable.... crushed.... standing on its side.... then....


.... i saw the body bags.....


NO. PLEASE no. FLASHBACKS. my head racing. why? I dont want to hurt anymore. I dont want to be reminded of how you left me. Why do i always cry?... why...


Im afraid to keep living... Im afraid to walk this world alone....








Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: Downingtown, Pennsylvania
  • Interests: photography, band, poetry
  • Favourite genre of music: everything! music is my life
  • MP3 player of choice: i love my siren
  • Personal Quote: He gave her wings so she could fly

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~shai325:iconshai325: Nov 9, 2008, 9:37:36 AM
thank you, a lot i really appreciate it :D
~YodMemHal:iconYodMemHal: Oct 8, 2008, 10:10:29 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: :)

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~BoxTom:iconBoxTom: Oct 7, 2008, 12:11:30 PM
happy birthday <3

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~abigorish:iconabigorish: Oct 3, 2008, 7:48:54 AM
once again...thanks for the :+fav:! lol

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~DwinkyPink:iconDwinkyPink: Oct 1, 2008, 9:26:43 AM
thanks for the :+fav: on "Lust," it's muchly appreciated =D:heart:

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~abigorish:iconabigorish: Sep 14, 2008, 2:11:19 PM
lol

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~xheavilybrokenx:iconxheavilybrokenx: Sep 12, 2008, 8:53:55 PM
no problem. as always. lol
~abigorish:iconabigorish: Sep 12, 2008, 12:53:04 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: !

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~abigorish:iconabigorish: Sep 7, 2008, 8:05:33 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: !

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~scarlet-annova:iconscarlet-annova: Sep 4, 2008, 3:16:58 PM
tyvm for the :+fav:

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~xheavilybrokenx:iconxheavilybrokenx: Aug 20, 2008, 1:29:42 PM
miss you too! and trust me... i feel exactly the same
~iwillipromise:iconiwillipromise: Aug 20, 2008, 12:54:41 PM
practice is killing me. i cant walk or reach to wash my hair. today i stunted for 4 hours straight. i just want to die. i got kicked in the head an awful lot, and then we had to run miles and miles. and do stupid planks and situps and jumping jacks.

seriously if i dont lose more than 2lbs this week imma be so pissed just because this is the worst workout i ever got..

and im going to bed..
so ill ttyl i miss you
~iwillipromise:iconiwillipromise: Aug 17, 2008, 12:39:17 PM
lol yay go me. i reminded u off something i didnt know about.. guess what im going driving later =]
~xheavilybrokenx:iconxheavilybrokenx: Aug 17, 2008, 12:30:48 PM
haha that reminds me that i gotta talk to allison about our lunch schedule
~iwillipromise:iconiwillipromise: Aug 17, 2008, 11:18:28 AM
hahah all this stress is screwing my health up... my bp is back up in the 139s haha. im shaking so bad i look like i have parkinsons. but i got ink for my printer so i can finish what i started.. and i miss you. i can c u at camp tho. on lunch. ill come hunt you down =]
~xheavilybrokenx:iconxheavilybrokenx: Aug 17, 2008, 6:34:27 AM
haha i know. its wierd
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